The Truman Show

Do you ever feel like life is a huge drama and you are just another person in it? I have quite a few times felt that way. That everything that happens in my life is staged or fake, put together by a director and when it involves other people they are simply "in on it" and I am the only one who isnt. At times I think that no way this can not possibly be real, what are the odds. Stuff that happens it just doesnt seem like it should, could, or would. I throw a football and it just happens to bounce off the ground and go straight up and hit the mirror on a car and break it off, what are the odds? I always wondering when things like that happen if someone secretely is video taping my reactions and broadcasting them to the world. Probably not. But sometimes that is what it seems like, that I am put into situations just to see what my reaction will be like and how I will react. Hence comes the title The Truman Show. Sometimes I really feel like Truman when he begins to figure out he is on TV and everybody is 'in on it' thats just how I feel sometimes.